Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Why...........after so many years...........

There may be some who wonder "why, after so many years" my brother, John, has become such an important part of my life now.  Well, it's a wonder to me actually and I don't really have an answer that would make sense to anyone except, perhaps, John. Things happen in life, time passes, the world revolves around ourselves (or so we think) and before you know it, 20, 30, 40 years have gone by.  While I did question............a lot, I don't anymore.  I believe the spirit of John has done all the work so that I may finally see him, feel him, recognize him and get to know him better; and, I believe he no longer wanted to be wandering around the after-life, alone, scared and feeling unloved, uncared for, and given very little thought.  That's it, that simple!  Circumstances present themselves for reasons and it's up to us, when presented, whether we take note or, like we've probably always done, ignore them.  This time around, I chose to "take note" for the circumstsances were so strong, so telling, that I would have not only been the fool but, more importantly, missed out on so many experiences, feelings, growth.  For you, the reader, to understand a little of how, why and when, the ending will be the beginning.................of so much.

1 comment:

  1. There is a time in everyone's life to do things. This is your time to devote which you are doing to your brother John. He would have wanted you to live your life without influence and when he felt you were ready he would come back into your life when he knew you were ready. I firmly believe that time in the afterlife is completely different to time on this side of life. I am so glad that in some way you are reunited with your brother. It is meant and it is time, that is what I believe. Hope this helps. Martha